Sunday, October 30, 2011

Day 2. First love?

The first guy I had a crush on was my brothers best friend, and that was in like 2nd grade.

The first guy I cried over was in 8th grade, when he lied to me and used me.

My first kiss... was a guy that is now still my friend...

BUT.... my first love? I'd say that's what's going on right now. Why? Because he really truly loves me.
He loves me for me in spite of all the mistakes I've made and stupid things I've done.

This boy means everything to me. And he can make me laugh at my worst times.

He gives the best hugs.

And we have the best times together.

I can't even begin to tell you how amazing he is. He has the best smile, and his eyes could make any girl melt. He's one of those people that just makes others feel good, about themselves and about life.

So, you can say what you will, but to me—this boy is my first love. :)

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Day 1. Me.

Well, I'm Chelle. Or Chelles. Or just about whatever you want to call me.

I'm the girl with the long light brown hair with blue eyes.
#Confession. I love my blue eyes.

I like to do random and completely spontaneous things. Like...
#Stop the car at 10 @ night just because Party Rock Anthem is on and I want to shuffle.
#Make wings out of sticks and paper just because Nichole and I think we can fly.
#Eat salty pizza, or play shoe lace dinosaurs with Britt—Just because we can.

I owe everything to the gospel and Christ. Without them, I'd be nothing.

I love my friends. They make my life.

We like food. And laughing. And playing dinosaur shoe laces.

You can't even imagine how much I love this girl.

This boy makes all my days smile.
And we like having wars... involving mud and soap and toothpaste and other fun things. :)

Abe? Just because he's cool.

More shout outs, because I couldn't find pictures.
Cynthia- This girl will never leave me lonely.
Kennedi- We love our bench snuggs.
Ammer- Cause we've been through it all.
Taylor- Cause we can always talk.
Ethan- Because you're "Brotherly". :)

There's so many more... but there's some for you. :)

My family is my world.

My dad takes me to see John Mayer, and I pose like an idiot.

My sister and I are retards. :) She's another best friend. And we stay up late eating chocolate and laughing.

The rest of my family (Not all of us are pictured... ). Because they are always there for me, no matter what. And they're crazy. And I love them.

My other family.

(Along with Shawn and Koral). Because I have some amazing times with them, and I always feel welcome.

I love sports. Especially basketball.
Hawaii is amazing (and I WILL go there someday).

I believe in smiling. In letting go and loving. I believe in happily ever after. I believe everyone can be happy. And, well I believe in myself. :)

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Splash of Sunshine

we all have a story to tell.

and you're my splash of sunshine.

JUUUUST so you know. :)

never be afraid to let go and love. after all, you are somebody's reason to smile.

when i met you my definition of perfect changed. :)

so there's this boy... and the way he smiles makes me smile too. his voice makes my heart skip a beat. when i see him, i get butterflies.

love is just a word, but you give it definition.

Monday, October 17, 2011

what do you do?

i don't think you know just how many people you've affected.
how many don't even know you but miss you.

something like this just hurts.

and it's hard to get over it.

when it rains it pours.
and sometimes all you can do is cry.

"these are dark days, but the sun will come out." -pres. hiskey

sometimes you've just gotta cry. just hold each other and give each other strength.

right now, it is just.... :\

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

and my miracle is you.

it's not a big deal.
the affect you have on me.

don't mind me as those butterflies get more and more our of control.

i have a feeling i always have a dorky smile on my face with you around, but that's okay.
it's a real one.

just know that you are truly amazing.
i'd be nothing without you.

and i've waited for you for the longest time,
but sometimes i didn't even know what i was waiting for.
let me tell you, it was all worth it.

...and i just fall deeper...

Sunday, October 9, 2011

I know things are gonna get better.

Standing here together, yeah we're gonna be fine.

You can't fly with broken wings, but you can keep on walking.

See? He's still smiling, even though he's jus a lil hurt.

Everything hurts, and nothing's right.

Do you ever miss me?
I mean truly, aching in the bottom-of-your-heart pain, that you just can't ignore?
Because that's how I feel. Every single day.

But what kills me most is I know you feel exactly the same way.

And I'm scared because there's only one of you.

Hate is easy. Love takes courage.

Time to show the world.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

cupcakes and cute boys. (jus one :) )

I really want a cupcake.
But I can't eat one.
My friend had one yesterday, and jus ate it in front of me. (Love you, Britt. )
These dern food allergies will do me in.
I ate a piece of bread the other day
(home made- I had to)
I about died.
Hurt my tummy so bad.

But I'm pretty sure if that was placed in front of me...
I'd eat it any ways.:)

Cute boys er... jus one?
Just trust me, he's so cute. :)

I guess I'd rather have him then a cupcake.

Hands down.
Fo Sho.

He tells me to never stop being beautiful.
I didn't know I'd ever started.
He's a keeper.

Just... thank you

the education I get
the fact that I can walk and talk and smile and laugh
that boy who loves me for me and gives me butterflies
blue eyes (i love having blue eyes)
stories to tell
memories made
memories to make
love to feel
the gospel
the scriptures
the atonement
my Savior
hard work
hands to work
trials that make break you down, to make you stronger
stepping stones
stumbling blocks
a body that's whole
Holy cow, I'm blessed. My heart is full. I've got everything I could ever need or want.

Monday, October 3, 2011

Be yourself. Who else is better qualified?

Life is a precious gift, love is a wonderful gift and laughter is glorious gift. So, live the life to fullest, love with all your heart and laugh as much as you breathe.

I mean really, you might as well be yourself and be happy. :)

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.

One of the best feelings in the world is when you're hugging the person you love and they hug back even tighter.
P.S. I love your hugs.

Teach me to dance, spin me around.

Hold me up, when I don't believe in myself.

Thank you for EVERYTHING you've given me.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

If you love me, don't just assume I know.

Heard that song about 3 times on the radio last night..
So if you're reading this...

I love you.

Every part.

Even the broken parts.

I'm not afraid to tell you just how much I love you.

I love you. 2 seconds to say it. 2 hours to explain it. A lifetime to prove it.

Give me forever?

You told me when I sing it gives you chills.
Little did you know when you SMILE it gives me chills.. Just something that simple.
When you sing? I melt.

We go together like cookies and milk. :)

Let your smile change the world. Don't let the world change your smile.
Cause you've got a smile that can light up this old town.
You've got a smile that could melt ANY girl.

I love you. :)