Sunday, April 29, 2012

It's falling that's teaching me to fly.

One of those days where I listen to lots of Mindy Gledhill.

I'm free to jump, I'm free to fall, free to let it roll away when I drop the ball. I'm not ashamed to break down and cry, so come on precaution, take a step aside. 'Cause you see it's falling that's teaching me to fly.

Maybe I'm just a little girl, a little girl with great big plans.
I wanna hold the whole wide world. :)

Catch me if you can, then set me free again. 
 I'm tough enough to fight my own fight.
When I'm burning bright, let me be your light.
I'm like a fire in the night..

And maybe I'm feeling a little restless.
Maybe I want to make the world wonder..

Saturday, April 28, 2012

With you I'd dance in a storm in my best dress..


"To me, “FEARLESS” is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you’ve been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again… even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. It’s FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. I think it’s FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he’s in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s FEARLESS to stop believing them. It’s FEARLESS to say “you’re NOT sorry”, and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright…That’s FEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That’s why I write these songs. Because I think love is FEARLESS.”-Taylor Swift


So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road..

Take a deep breath.

Think back a year. It would've been a Thursday. April 28, 2011.

What happened that day? Who were you with? What did you do?
Do you even remember? Not many would.

One thing I remember is that the next day my friend had a dance for her sweet 16.. and he came with me.
I remember that a Bruno Mars song played at that dance. Just the way you are.

I remember looking over at him, though he didn't notice.. and when the line "Her lips, her lips I could kiss them all day if she'd let me.." was sung he turned to his friend and said "Yeah, that's true!"

He didn't know I heard him say that, but I thought it was adorable.

I miss him.
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Friday, April 27, 2012


Sometimes... well I feel like my posts don't have very much meaning. :) Eh. Oh well.

Random thoughts.
-My brother comes home on Monday.. *much rejoicing*
-Gummy worms are gross.
-I need sleep.
-I hate math.
-I want to go buy more sandals.
-I eat so much I should be fat.
-I like Spring.

Woah Colors. ^.^

This is so tender.

Never ever give up. :)

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

I'm good at not doing homework.

How did you get one of your scars?
Above my left eye, I basically got mauled during my basketball tourney.

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
By eating cake and getting fat? How else?

How are you feeling at this moment?
Kinda sore.

How did your night go last night?
Not very exciting, I went to bed at a good time though..

How did you do in high school?
I'm doing alright, wanting to be done.

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
The boy I'm quite fond of gave it to me a while back.

How often do you see your best friend? 
There's a few.
1. Goob, maybe like once a week, obviously not enough.
2. Britt, I see her most days at school.
3. Coley, hardly at all, somethin's wrong with that one.

How much money did you spend last month?
Um, I have no idea. Prolly too much.

How old do you want to be when you get married?
Hopefully before I'm like 26 or 27, but I have this fear that I'll end up forever alone.

How old will you be at your next birthday?
The big eighteen.

Your mothers name?

What did you do last weekend?
Nothing all that exciting.

What would you rather be doing?
Either sleeping or climbing timp. or something crazy.

What did you last cry over?
Well I got teary eyed today, that was over a boy.
But when I cried yesterday that was cause I was worried about a friend.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Mason hugs, country music, and rain.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Loves the Lord more than himself.

What are you worried about?
Things working out.

What did you have for breakfast?
I didn't, there was simply no time.


Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? 
You know what? I don't think so..

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes, I don't like it.

Have you ever been out of the country?
No, but I'll go lots of places one day.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
I'm seventeen. Of course I have.

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? 
Hasn't everyone?

Have you ever dated someone younger than you? 
Why yes, yes I have.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yeah I think so.


Who was the last friend you saw?

Who was the last person you IM/texted?
My brother, he comes home soon.

Who was the last person you hungout with?
Lenny and Cam.

Who was the last person to call you?

Who did you last hug?
I think it was Britt.

Who is the last person who texted you?

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
My little brother.

Where does your best friend live?
Spanish Fork, Highland, and Salt Lake (my three best friends)

Where did you last go?
Burger King. Yeah, I know I should be fat.

Where did you last hang out?
Um... Burger King?

Where do you go to school?
A private school.

Where is your favorite place to be?
With Goob, Britt, or Cole, in the sun, or playing in the rain.

Where did you sleep last night?
In my bed. Who would've thought?


Do you like someone right now?
I'd say more then like..

Do you think anyone likes you?
Who knows.

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
No, not really. I like being me.

Do you know the muffin man?
He's my neighbor.

Does the future scare you?
Sometimes very much so.


Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
1. He's always been there for me, doesn't let me down and makes me feel beautiful. 2. We do everything together, including almost die, and we are very much alike. 3. We just are. It doesn't matter how long we've been apart we will always be our same crazy selves when we are together.

Why did you get a Facebook?
Cause I felt like it.

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
I don't really know..

Why are you doing this survey?
Cause I'm too lazy to go get ready for bed.


If you could have one super power what would it be??
To be able to stop time and teleport.

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
I'd like to say yes, but I don't really know. There's things I wish I could change though.. I just don't know.

If you were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
An airplane.


Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
Um.. one, yes.

Would you ever move to run away from a problem?
Probably not.


Are you happy with your life right now? 
Sometimes yes, sometimes no. I can be happy, just not complete.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Pretty things.

These are just being pretty outside my house. :)

Yes I know it's sideways, I can't figure out how to turn it..  

 I like sunny mornings.


And baby ducks. (Even though one pooped on me.)

I like it when he's acting like a goober.
And getting a huge bruise on my leg from a table.
(Gross, I know.)
I also like stunningly beautiful views right after it's rained.


Smile. The world needs more beauty. :)

Spoon of Sugar.

That's all.

Maybe? A li..lot?

 More true then I'd like to admit..

 In the summer I WILL more then then I've ever been. :) Whoo.


Oh. Ps. I now basically live at the chiropractor now. It's fine really.
Rolling in a car 2 1/2 times will do wonders to you.

  beautiful, cake, delicious, food, photography - inspiring picture on
 Mmm... Cake.

That's Fashion
Yes please.

Puppy-sleeping-funny-pictures_largeThis often happens..

Happy Tuesday! Happy April!! :)