One moment.

I hope you thought I was pretty.
I hope for one moment that you missed me..

Gun powder and lead.

I had the perfect last night of summer.
And I've learned a couple things about myself.
1. I get way too excited when shooting a gun, and sometimes forget to aim.
2. I get more scared during scary movies then I do when guys take me to a creepy tunnel, with creepy stories and try to get me to end up in one of their laps. I didn't even jump.

And I really like genuine compliments.
:)
Summer 2012. You've been great to me.

Stupid boys.

For some reason I feel like this is appropriate. Maybe because I'm terrified of even beginning to like any boy whatsoever.
Or maybe it's because it's almost 2 in the morning, and I really should be sleeping.. but know I won't be able to.
Maybe it's because at work the other day every time I looked over at that one boy he would be smiling at me, because I could make him laugh.. by being my usual graceful self. It felt good to have someone smiling.
Maybe it's cause I'm struck by someone, but really don't want to be.
Maybe I just need someone to just hold me for a minute.
Maybe I need to learn to breathe again.

Truth be told.

I'm way too wonderstruck by you.
Way way too wonderstruck...

Sorry I've been a slacker..

It's been a while since I posted.
I think half of it is cause I've been so busy.. The other have.. I don't know. Just laziness in the blogging sense.
But I'm posting now. Look at me.
So yah a million and a half things have happened. But if you wanna know all the deets.. Well you'll have to contact me personally.
And this post is going to be... Really random. So let's set some points.
Uno. Hey if you feel like sharing my blog so I can get more followers.. Feel free. :)
Two. I went to New Mexico last weekend to visit my grandparents. That was fun. :)
Tres. I saved a child at work the other day. It's fine.
Four. I'm a senior soon. Crazy. And I have to get my senior pictures soon too. Goody.
Cinco. I'm done with working in the mornings. Hallelujah.
Six. I found some of the best songs last week. I will share them very soon.
That's all for now. :)
Have a beautiful week.

Only a fools hope.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mYfJEj07ts0&feature=youtube_gdata_player

And she hates the fact that all these words still ring true.
She hates the fact that they hurt, that they make her eyes sting.
She knows that he will never be there to wake her up, but because she can't let go of promises, she holds onto that maybe.
I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back, close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming..
I know that you can't hear me, but baby I need you to save me tonight.

Once upon a time..

forever never came.
happily ever after never came.

Sad, right?
Yah, I guess so.
But that's something you learn to get used to somehow.

At least things are clearer.

Sometimes you're going through the same things as someone else.
But you'd never ever know because of how those things get handled.

I'm tired. So very very tired...