Sunday, July 29, 2012

Stop thinking.

I pick up the phone.
I need to tell someone. I have to.
I want to call someone, text anyone.
Maybe even a complete stranger.
How horrifying the truth can be sometimes.
How absolutely horrifying.

Amid the tears, your heart whispers, "Don't worry, pretty girl. You're stronger then all this."

I sure hope so.

Cold hard reality.

Ever think that she might want to move on?
That she might want to like someone else?
That she might be starting to like someone else?
The sad thing is.. she won't ever get very far.
Because he still has her heart.
She's scared he always will.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Oh, Darlin'.

I don't wanna grow up.
I don't want to go to college.

I don't want you to go away to college.

All it does is scare me.
And I don't like it.
Why can't time just stand still for a little while?
Just a little while. That's all I ask.

Because it seems the best moments in life go by way too fast. And the awful moments last for forever.
Secrets uncover themselves, the truth makes it's way to the top, and all it does is burn me.
I thought that story was completely different. I thought that ending was my fault.

And maybe I'm just scared that I really won't live happily ever after.
Maybe no other guy I've met.. no other guy who's liked me, no other guy I've tried to like.. even remotely compares.

 Be strong, life goes on.
It's all in the Lord's hands..

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

2 a.m.

And I'm not very tired.
For some reason there's a million things on my mind.
There's a million questions, but no answers.

It'll all be better in the morning, right?

Sunday, July 22, 2012

I'm in love.

Like really.
I adore this song.

When I look into your eyes...
 It's like watching the night sky.
Or a beautiful sunrise..

There's so much they hold...

Friday, July 20, 2012

I love the zoo.

It's wonderful.
(And hopefully you can see these pictures. Let me know?)


Today was quite fun.
(Check fb for more pics)

Besides the Zoo.. I had breakfast at Tiffany's, along with going to City Creek, Ruth's Diner, AND getting the coolest earrings. :)

Monday, July 16, 2012

Time is love.

And that title doesn't have much to do with anything.
But check out the song. It's fab. Josh Turner.

You know those days that just... go mostly right? :) Yeah, I like days like that.
Or maybe it's like... everything goes wrong.. but there's one or two things that go right. That's what makes the day amazing.

Today started off with work. Never good.
Then I got an MRI. Even better.
At least I got to wear cute clothes?

Anywho.. then you see.. my madre and I stopped at the mall. And well, it was great. I landed a $130 formal for $16. Can you say boss much?
And then I went home and became a bum again until this kid called me up.

And we went on a motorcycle ride. And I loved it. And I want my own bike now.
And then we just talked and made fun of each other and all that good stuff.
You know what kido? You're alright. :) I love ya. :)

And for kicks and giggles I have to throw this next picture in. It's my favorite.
I caught it while he was like half yawning half stretching or somethin. :)

And it's cute. haha

And you see, my evening was kinda crappy, but that's okay.

"Don't forget to remember the little things. Because sometimes those are the things that pick us up and keep us going."
-Like standing in the rain.
-Watching Mate be good with his hands and tools and fixing things or making things like I always used to. I've missed that.
-Making friends with strangers.
-Smiling and waving at people when you drive by.

Just remember to not get so caught up in life that you don't live. :)